Sunday's coming

[Ellen]

Tomorrow is Sunday.

To go, or not to go . . . that is the question.

I got my "rejection" notice a couple of weeks ago and didn't go last week but this week the senior pastor will be back from his 6 week "study month" and I'd like to see what his reaction will be when he sees me. I had forwarded my rejection notice to him with only a "For your records" in the subject line, so he can't say he wasn't aware . . . more likely that he would claim he had no knowledge of and nothing to do with it . . . yet he's the "CEO" of the church and everything rises and falls on leadership, as they say.

On the one hand, I want to go, sit right down front, and by my mere presence be the "thorn in his side." I want to see if he'll say anything to me or if he'll ignore me and hope I just go away.

On the other hand, why should I continue to expose myself to the wounding that will surely continue to take place . . . ?