i feel....

[leelees]

really fustrated and highly impatient!!!
ive started talking to a really lovely boy, hes great...its at the stage where it could all go belly up so im slightly anxious for it to work out!
i find it really hard not to get too excitied but worry that if i do it will be jinxed!
its a really exciting thought that this could actually work out and i could finally get my first boyfriend.....that would be amazing......im meeting him on the 30th august and i really hope he will still like me after we meet!
oooh i hate waiting for things to happen, just want something to work out really well for once...this will be a major thing for me!!!