What did you do?

[Anna Marta]

I have been trying to write the story of the spiritual abuse and what I have and still am learning as a result of it.

I am finding this to be MUCH harder than I had any idea it would be! When I introduced myself here, I shared my story in bits and pieces it was mostly just a pouring out of my heart with not a lot of rhyme or reason to the structure. Now that I desire to actually commit it to paper I am finding it to be nearly impossible. I actually get up and leave the room to recover a bit before I can return and continue. I am having bad dreams, flash backs and other signs of post traumatic stress.

Anyone else experience this?

Anna Marta