Please if you can continue to pray:

[hornblower]

My daughter is sick tonight, she wanted us to come over and pick up her dog and bring him over here and care for him, bring her some soup. We cant do that as we are trying to sell this house I just cant do it!

My husband is beyond worn out. He has this disfunctional guy working there that hassels him and makes life a living you know what for him. He doesnt say much about it because its really making him sick. I remember what that is like.

Then she (my daughter)locked herself out of her apartment and we are the only ones with the key so there we go anyway to take the key to her. Im trying to be tough and make her take care of herself. I got over there and I feel so sorry for her but I went ahead and told her she could drive to the store and get her things. She didnt seem to be anything but really tired to me. Who knows though?

I get confused about all of this. My Mother would never have even come over to let me in my apartment I dont think. My Mom waited on everybody when they were in her home but thats it. She really didnt take care of me ever since I moved out at 17. She was a fantastic grandmom though, baby sat often for us but then we didnt go anywhere that often. I dont know if Im being selfish or not???????????

After all nobody takes care of my dog but me when Im sick. No one goes to get me soup or even a glass of water so?????? Well not often anyway. Oh I just dont know if Im doing the right thing or not..............When we got there she seemed drowsy and I know its from the pain pills she took last night or yesterday.

I know all of you are dealing with much more pressing problems much more serious than this but Im scared for her. There have been a lot of breakins and and quite a few murders of women here lately. Its all over the news, theres no way to escape listening to it all, everyones talking about it. Some shlepp is breaking into families homes while they are there and asleep. Shot one woman in the leg as she tried to run away.

All of this doesnt help me sleep any better thinking about her being over there alone and so helpless.
I did find out that I can call the police and have them call on her if I cant get in touch with her since she is disabled. I will do that next time. It will help them too to know where she lives.

Anyway I would appreciate your prayers. Thankyou anyone, everyone. Im going to try to get some sleep, good night all, I love all of you.