Angry

[Jesus Loves Me]

I am feeling really angry today and it's not a feeling I am used to...I don't get angry normally and if I do I rarely allow myself to feel it. Today I am angry!!! I am angry at my church and the people there who call themselves leaders. I don't even want to go anymore and I haven't. I teach the kindergarden Sunday school class and I go to church to do that but I have avoided every other service where I don't teach recently. I am just so sick of it, sick of everything. I am sick of people!!! Yesterday one of the people who is in the cultish group I was in called me and wished me a happy mother's day and I am angry about it, who does she think she is calling me!!!

I am sick of getting hurt and I don't want to feel anything anymore...it's too much, I am not going to let anyone have the power to hurt me the way I have been hurt in the past ever again....I am angry!

[InTheory]

((Jesus Loves Me))

I understand where you're at-you're not alone!!!

God bless you-don't let the bastards wear you down!!! :cool:

-Dan

[Jesus Loves Me]

((Jesus Loves Me))

I understand where you're at-you're not alone!!!

God bless you-don't let the bastards wear you down!!! :cool:

-Dan

Thank you!!!!!!!

[Willow]

To feel and express anger is a very important thing. I'm glad you have been able to take that step of recovery. It's not a simple thing to let yourself be angry. I think you are doing right though.

[butterfly]

I have trouble feeling anger. I stuff it inside myself.

Which isn"t good because I get sick keeping it in. I have found that writing my feelings down can realease some of the feelings.

Iv"e choped wood, prund trees, to get some anger out.

One time when I got done with a flowering tree :( I had none left.

I cut it to the ground. That day I was mad at EX fundy friend who I had to let go of the friendship.

She was driving me to a breakdown.Grrrrrrrrrr

The tree still hasn"t grown back.
butterfly shirley

[Anna Marta]

Sounds like God may be doing some spiritual surgery in the deepest layers. You are not alone in the struggle to allow yourself to "feel" anger. Many of us "good little Christians" were socialized into believing that anger is bad and we shouldn't feel - express or allow bad things.

Hugs
Anna Marta

[Jerry]

Dear JesusLovesMe,,,,
Ah,,,,,in a bit of a "Snit" are we ???? :D Nothing wrong with that !!!! It seems to me that our Savior was given to employ some well directed anger from time to time..........Expelling the "Money Changers",,,,cutting loose on the Pharisees & Scribes.....Telling them they were full of "Dead Mens Bones" was a huge profane insult at that time....JLM if you can properly direct your anger,,,,by all means let her fly.....:eek: Thats the biggest thing missing in Churches of today,,,,,,Some good old well placed ANGER !!!!!! ;)
Love Jerry

[Elisabeth]

Sometimes it's anger that motivates us to get up, change things, and get stuff done! Reminds me of a poster in my former counselor's office. The poster had a picture of a baby wearing nothing but a diaper and said, "Baby philosophy: if something stinks, change it! :D

[Jesus Loves Me]

Thank you all so much for your support. I have been sitting here reading and re-reading your replies, I am so thankful for this place where there are so many Christ like people who understand what I am going through and care.

[hornblower]

I am feeling really angry today and it's not a feeling I am used to...I don't get angry normally and if I do I rarely allow myself to feel it. Today I am angry!!! I am angry at my church and the people there who call themselves leaders. I don't even want to go anymore and I haven't. I teach the kindergarden Sunday school class and I go to church to do that but I have avoided every other service where I don't teach recently. I am just so sick of it, sick of everything. I am sick of people!!! Yesterday one of the people who is in the cultish group I was in called me and wished me a happy mother's day and I am angry about it, who does she think she is calling me!!!

I am sick of getting hurt and I don't want to feel anything anymore...it's too much, I am not going to let anyone have the power to hurt me the way I have been hurt in the past ever again....I am angry!



yeahp me too!