Recovering

[Anna Marta]

I think something good is happening "inside my head."

Last night I had "the dream" again, you know the kind of dream I am talking about, I'm sure. It is the dream that comes periodically over the years. It has the same recurring theme and drives you nuts when you wake up leaving you with an uncomfortable feeling the next day.

My dream theme has always been that I am lost and cannot find my way. If I am in school my roster is lost and I can't find the room and am late for class. Or I am wandering in streets unable to find my way home. Often I am wearing pajamas etc.

Last night it all changed. I was in school but not lost and not afraid and there were people helping me to find my way and explaining things to me. I was assured that everything I needed would be provided and I even met old school friends and we laughed together.

This is a clear sign for me that I am finally coming to terms and finding a peace that my sub conscience mind is aware of even if my conscience one is not.

I attribute this to the situation in our former church being confronted and reported in the newspaper, the sermon from Kevin Johnson and my recent work with a young woman helping her to handle her mother who has NPD.

I just wanted to share this. What a long journey this recovery stuff is!

Anna Marta

[Jerry]

What a long journey this recovery stuff is!

Anna Marta

Yah but when it comes down to it,,,,,,,,,,What else is there to do ??? :D ,,,,,,,,,,cool dream ;)

[mary]

I think something good is happening "inside my head."

Last night I had "the dream" again, you know the kind of dream I am talking about, I'm sure. It is the dream that comes periodically over the years. It has the same recurring theme and drives you nuts when you wake up leaving you with an uncomfortable feeling the next day.

My dream theme has always been that I am lost and cannot find my way. If I am in school my roster is lost and I can't find the room and am late for class. Or I am wandering in streets unable to find my way home. Often I am wearing pajamas etc.

Last night it all changed. I was in school but not lost and not afraid and there were people helping me to find my way and explaining things to me. I was assured that everything I needed would be provided and I even met old school friends and we laughed together.

This is a clear sign for me that I am finally coming to terms and finding a peace that my sub conscience mind is aware of even if my conscience one is not.

I attribute this to the situation in our former church being confronted and reported in the newspaper, the sermon from Kevin Johnson and my recent work with a young woman helping her to handle her mother who has NPD.

I just wanted to share this. What a long journey this recovery stuff is!

Anna Marta

That is wonderful, Anna Marta!!!! :) :) :) The Lord has reached right into your subconscious and is healing you!!! What a loving, personal and gracious God He is - and how very much He loves you!!!

Thank you so much for sharing this with us -- gives us all hope, and a sense of the peace that only our Lord Jesus Christ can give!

Love,

mary

[Hope 98]

Wow - that sounds like quite a dream! I hope I can have one like it someday (or night).

It's interesting to me that you talked about how helping someone else contributed to your own process toward peace. I believe healing works that way most of the time, though in the midst of a struggle we tend to feel sooo helpless.

[ex-shep]

Hay buenas noticias esta noche!

[abbey]

Hey, i have that "lost and trying to find home dream" often! I never make it home! LOL

Glad you are healing Anna MArta. I only wish you the best!:D

[mary]

Hey, i have that "lost and trying to find home dream" often! I never make it home! LOL

Glad you are healing Anna MArta. I only wish you the best!:D

Abbey, I wonder if that dream is common among us natives of "this area!?" Probably anyone who's ever lived in a place like "Day-TWA" has had his/her "experiences..." I'm haunted by mine sometimes. :eek: But -- there's really nothing to be afraid of anymore, is there? :) :) :)

Love,

mary

[Ladybug]

You're making progress! :)