Open Letter To My Cult!

[abbey]

Just wanted to have a shout out to my cult in San Diego, with Neil, the head dude. Just wanted to thank you for:

1) Painting God as an egomanic, arrogant, obessed with worship, fire and sulfar sending maniac!

2) For telling me that God will kill my child! The other day he slept in and i checked his pulse!

3) For telling me that using meds for Bi-polar is "turning my back on God"

4) For claiming that I had alters personalities. I have contacted a psychiatrist asking if they work with DID/MPD--knowing full well, Im not a victim of that!

5) For telling me if i leave your group that the devil will devour me and my loved ones!

6) For holding me captive in your group thru fear, intimatation and guilt! Explaining in detail how people have died as a result of simple disobedience to God, all the while telling me if I leave you---Im am being disobedient!

7) You OWE me a vintage Fender Guitar, worth 3000.00 dollars. I had to sell mine for a plane ticket, for 500.00 dollars.

8) For telling me that if God wants me in your group, He wont even let the plane leave the ground! Let alone, how scared I was that this plane was going to be the latest news story on NBC!

9) For screwing up my trust in people.

10) For using the Bible to control and abuse me.

11) For the nightmares---oh, gee whiz, I get about 5 a week!

12) For kindly saying I was FILLED with demons---how tender and caring of you. Such insight, just makes me feel so comforted and fearless.

13) I assume your going to pay the therapy bills, NO? I can have them sent right to your doorstep!

Just a BIG THANK YOU---:) By the way, i surmise ill be begging you for a drink of water from Hell, or perhaps youll be begging me????

THx pals---mighty "Christian" of ya...

[Voyager]

Sounds pretty accurate to me. Are you going to send it? Writing letters like this can be very healthy and therapeutic, even if you don't send them. It helps us identify the behaviors that were instilled in us due to the dynamics of the cult. Only then can we begin to recover from these behaviors. Fear is the big one. I thank God that after almost nine years away from my cult, I am finally beginning to see at least a 75% reduction of the fears that were instilled in me from the cult.

:cool:

[abbey]

Im VERY glad that most of your fear is gone Voyager! It took some time, but it gives me hope!

Truly, i believe the cult is checking Rick Ross---They were called a cult by others. If they have found this site?___beats me. Probably not.

AS far as sending this or something similar, im just not ready. BUt i can say, "Darn, it felt good to post that!"

LOL...Enjoy your day Voyager and thanks for all your insight and support these past months. My best to you! :)

[Jerry]

Go Abby,,,,,,,,,,,Kick Ass :D

[InTheory]

GOOD FOR YOU ABBEY!

And let me throw in one last word...Neil...PASTOR Neil...you're a VERY SMALL person, and most of all, an *******. Always know that you will only have limited success, and that the people that you think "love" you only treat you well because they are afraid-but they will keep leaving, one-by-one, in twos, threes, fives, and 10s, until one day you find yourself cold, alone, and desparate for ANY human contact.


GOOD FOR YOU ABBEY! THANK YOU FOR STANDING UP AND SHOUTING FROM THE ROOFTOP! :)

-Dan

[abbey]

Go Abby,,,,,,,,,,,Kick Ass :D

hahahaha! Boy, id love to send this to Neil! But that would start a conversation...

NO THANKS--

Yep, id like to kick some butt right about now!!

[abbey]

GOOD FOR YOU ABBEY!

And let me throw in one last word...Neil...PASTOR Neil...you're a VERY SMALL person, and most of all, an *******. Always know that you will only have limited success, and that the people that you think "love" you only treat you well because they are afraid-but they will keep leaving, one-by-one, in twos, threes, fives, and 10s, until one day you find yourself cold, alone, and desparate for ANY human contact.


GOOD FOR YOU ABBEY! THANK YOU FOR STANDING UP AND SHOUTING FROM THE ROOFTOP! :)

-Dan

THanks for your added thoughts! This guy MAY be reading here. Hes know what he did, but now I have an army of supporters. Neil if you do see this, just keep in mind, that your posting will last two seconds before YOURE BANNED! LOL...

[Carmen]

"The Lord is known by his justice; the wicked are ensnared by the work of their hands." Psalm 9:16.

With every person that Neil deceives, he is just tightening his own bonds. I wouldn't want to be in his shoes.

Go get 'im Abbey! :D

I hope he gets on Rick Ross' list and everyone else's - that he gets exposed.

[SpinningHead]

Even if you don't send it to Neil...it's out there! for all of us to see. That's something huge!! You're freely admitting how his SA hurt you and where you are at because of it. That's taking back some of your power (as Oprah would say). I think it's a good step, a freeing step!!

Just celebrate the moment with me...there's nothing else to do yet, or be yet...it's just this moment of celebrating a really good step on your path.

Here, have a donut!! (I'm eating a donut at my desk right now...) anyone else??

[abbey]

"The Lord is known by his justice; the wicked are ensnared by the work of their hands." Psalm 9:16.

With every person that Neil deceives, he is just tightening his own bonds. I wouldn't want to be in his shoes.

Go get 'im Abbey! :D

I hope he gets on Rick Ross' list and everyone else's - that he gets exposed.


accurate Psalm Carmen! And so very true!

Im getting closer to let rick know the name, location and etc. Thx for reading and responding.

Love AB

[abbey]

Even if you don't send it to Neil...it's out there! for all of us to see. That's something huge!! You're freely admitting how his SA hurt you and where you are at because of it. That's taking back some of your power (as Oprah would say). I think it's a good step, a freeing step!!

Just celebrate the moment with me...there's nothing else to do yet, or be yet...it's just this moment of celebrating a really good step on your path.

Here, have a donut!! (I'm eating a donut at my desk right now...) anyone else??


O, SH, it felt good to shout that out. And really, i think Neil is spying, at least a Rick Ross.

A pleasure to celebrate with you! I get the custard donut plzzzzzzzz! :)

[jane]

SHOUT SHOUT Let it all out......

this are things we can do without,
c'mon mama,
I'm talking to you
so c'mon
and

SHOUT SHOUT LET IT ALL OUT...

:D


jane

[abbey]

:D

I know Christ asks us to be peaceful---but i think He understands a good shout! The money-changers. Thx for letting me YELLLLLLL!:D