cant do this anymore!

[Janice]

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This pain is incredible! My life has completely stopped because ot it and I spend my days out of work and on the floor,
Its been a month today that I hurt my back. I go to the nurosurgeon tomorrow with my MRI films and hopefully they will find out whats wrong & fix me.
Doc has me on oxycontin 40mg which is supposed to be a strong medicine but, it hardly touches the pain. I still live daily with the pain being a 7 or an 8 on a scale of 1-10.
I AM TIRED. I AM WEARY. I AM WEAK. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. Please shoot me and pue me out of my misery!
I will admit, through all of this I have had plenty of time to talk to God. Wheter he forgives me or not doesnt matter, but I will admit I have felt his presence and strength when ive asked for it and trying to accept it even though i dont deserve it.
I cry all the time now. it hurts so bad!!!!! Got to go, cant sit any longer.

[Hope 98]

I'm so sorry to hear that you are in so much pain for so long. Praying for your recovery & peace.

[Elle]

Dear Janice, I am soo sorry for the pain that you must be in . I wish I could get you set up on a soft puffy cloud somewhere that would ease your pain away. I'll keep praying for you, though. Remember how valuable you are to us. I've often cried through some of your posts, because I can connect with some of what you're going through. Please be gentle with yourself. Hugs to the moon and back! Elle

[Beloved of God]

I am so very, very sorry I am so glad that you are seeing the neurosurgeon tomm. I will pray for wisdom and guidance for him and courage, strength and pain relief for you. I was concerned about you and was going to write and ask how you are doing.
I do understand very much about backs and PAIN. Remember, I asked you about your surgery? In the past, Oxycontin 40mg did not help me, either. Don'tt know if this is possible but during my worst pain in past, Duragesic Patches and Actique for breakthru pain gave me wonderful relief. It was hard to get off tho when my pain got better.
I so appreciate you, dear one and.........our sweet Jesus forgives you and, it appears to me that He is doing a beautiful new work in your life. How very precious that you are to Him and I know that someday you will believe that. Princess