i dont feel myself

[leelees]

i hate to post moany threads cos you guys are worst off in your threads but...
i just dont feel myself, i feel a bit weird..yeah yeah i am weird, got there before you did jerry!

im anxious about moving cos i dont want to loose contact with this site, plus im scared of being more alone then i already am..im really struggling with having hardly any friends..
hmm, i want to find a nice man i can hang with and to take care of and love; and the same in return, but none are interested in me! :o , aww i knew my love life would end up in a thread...only a matter of time! :o

[jimsmuse]

leelees :)

My precious girl, you are wonderful! I am sorry this is a lonely time for you right now. I wish I could come keep you company, I wish we could all get together somewhere. That would be so cool! :p
You can lean on my cyber shoulder all you need!:D

[butterfly]

Leelees,
My you know Jerry very well.:D It is good to be one step ahead of that man.lol

Are you moving far away from where you are living now?

If you will still have internet you well beable to come home to us.:D

If not you can go to the libiary and use there PC.

For that man you never know where he"ll be. Keep watching cause someday you will meet each other.:D :D :D

a HUg for you. butterfly

[Janice]

I know probably many people have told you, "relax, you have your whole life ahead of you" but...you DO!

Try to enjoy it!

It's understandable your feelings about moving and about a man.

Just don't try too hard!

[butterfly]

Hi Leelees,
I hope you are feeling better.

I dont like change it gets me very upset to deal with. I think it is because I feel safer in the same old ways.

Now drink your Tetley.:D Eat one or more of those choc. candys you said you liked. Set back and enjoy.

It is not a cure all but does take the edge off.:D :D

Now I will eat my ice cream and drink my iced Tetely:D

There you see we can go away for awhile.:D :D :D Hugs to you shirley

[leelees]

aww bless you all....i do intend to leg it to the cyber cafes...flip sake, ill have to pay to come here lol!

i would go to the library but if i show them my card they might pick up on the fact that i havent returned a book for about 5 years lol!

i need to find a hobby i think!

it bugs me cos everyone's partners come and see them after work and to pick them up, i just leave on my own to get the bus! im looking forward to the christmas party but the only person u can bring with you is your boy/girlfriend....i was thinking of turning gay for the night!

[Jerry]

it bugs me cos everyone's partners come and see them after work and to pick them up, i just leave on my own to get the bus! im looking forward to the christmas party but the only person u can bring with you is your boy/girlfriend....i was thinking of turning gay for the night!

Don we now our "Gay" apparel ?????? FaLaLaLaLa :eek: :D :D

[Janice]

Don we now our "Gay" apparel ?????? FaLaLaLaLa :eek: :D :D


Punny....very punny!

[leelees]

roflol :D jerry, you are the funny bone in a damaged skeleton!

[Jerry]

HELLO !!!!! Launch your messenger :D

[leelees]

i dont understad what u mean lol jerry :o

[Carmen]

If you can keep your telephone number, it might be easier to keep the internet service. I'm not sure what the services have to do otherwise to get you online after the move. If I'd change numbers now, it might take three months to get a new one - and three months offline. We were lucky to have our number within a month, but I have heard of others that needed three after they applied. That might just be Italy though. Switching providers took me a month the last time even though I kept my number. I think that was due to Italian "efficiency" too.

I hope you find new and trustworthy friends. Who knows, one of them might be the potential Mr. Wonderful. :)

Tut, tut, Jerry. :D

[hornblower]

aww bless you all....i do intend to leg it to the cyber cafes...flip sake, ill have to pay to come here lol!

i would go to the library but if i show them my card they might pick up on the fact that i havent returned a book for about 5 years lol!

i need to find a hobby i think!

it bugs me cos everyone's partners come and see them after work and to pick them up, i just leave on my own to get the bus! im looking forward to the christmas party but the only person u can bring with you is your boy/girlfriend....i was thinking of turning gay for the night!

Leelees hobbies help me so much. Also a good book helps too. The librairy cannot MAKE you pay so go ahead and try it, what is there to loose? Ive had that same thing happen to me but they didnt even know about that dumb book whatever it was.

If they try to charge you tell them you dont have the money and please let me have a book Im going nuts! Half price books, the dollar section is great too. Do you have them there? Books carry me away and keep me there so I dont have to center in on my life. My single friend has recently discovered hobbies via my latest one which is making jewlery. Now that can get expensive but I at first used my old jewelry and garage sales to find inexpensive things to use.
Walking helps, a dog helps more than anything else or a cat is maybe even better. Is there a singles group church thing where you are? I know there are tons of that on the internet although I wouldnt do much of it I dont think. However many people have found their mates that way.
Im going to be real here about my single friend. She suffers because she wont learn how to deal with it. Every suggestion Ive ever made she never listens too. Thats cool but it could be so much easier if she would let someone help her.
So now she has a hobby. She has a guy but its no good at all for her. She has many issues in her life so anyway I pray for her she prays for me we try to love each other. Shes stuck and I am too in my own stuff. Im determined lately now that the stress has eased up to go on even though the lonliness is killing me. We are not alone leelees. We are many. Im trying one day at a time one little tiny step at a time to get better.
I dont know if I could even go to that party. Do you have a female friend that will go and be fun that night?

[leelees]

If you can keep your telephone number, it might be easier to keep the internet service. I'm not sure what the services have to do otherwise to get you online after the move. If I'd change numbers now, it might take three months to get a new one - and three months offline. We were lucky to have our number within a month, but I have heard of others that needed three after they applied. That might just be Italy though. Switching providers took me a month the last time even though I kept my number. I think that was due to Italian "efficiency" too.

Im sorry my luvver....i dont really get that!
i would be fine if i cud take my comp but 1) im moving to a very little room until i get a flat so no room, 2) i dont earn enough money for a computer and internet access and 3) every house has a different telephone number so that just wouldnt happen...

oh yeah, im with aol at the mo, but they are **************!

horny- we have a bead shop in town, millions of beads and hangy things and a table to make jewellery on, its quite a pposh shop!, its gonna cost a fortune, but im gonna head down there and make stuff and buy things to take back and do....i can see myself spending about £100 each month!
im a very arty farty person and into my craft stuff so will get a little table to go under my window and sit looking out while making things...gonna get into photography, only with my digital camera but hey, it will be something, and im gonna make pictures and frame stuff and will get into my calligraphy again and make cards and stuff....ive got it planned!

ive never heard of a singles church, i think britain is still stuck in the dark ages! id feel even more desperate if i went to one tho lol!

thanks all!
:D

[Carmen]

Aww, no computer? That's really too bad. I'm going to miss you. Consider getting a used computer if a new one costs too much, or see if you can get free access at the university. The public library here has three computers, and each citizen has the right to use them for one hour a day for free. The praxis is a bit different, sometimes one computer is down, and the univ. students tend to get there before I do if I can't use the computer at home for some reason. Also, there are not enough hours in a day to give everyone access here, but not too many are crazy about waiting an hour for a computer.

At least here if you will be living within the area and will keep the same prefix, you can take your number with you. There is no need to change phone number when you move. We rented for one year before buying within the same area, and when we moved we simply took our number with us. We only had to wait for the phone company to associate it with our new address. I'd at least ask if that is possible.

Here everything concerning internet is done using the phone number. Sure, you can access your mail from other computers if you know how, but the main access you pay for at home is connected to the phone number. No change of number when moving saves tons of headaches with the provider.

[leelees]

aww thanks....i will head for an internet cafe or library if i cant be bothered to pay!

you cant take your number to a different house, its a different area plus every hose has a set fone number, you cant change it...its registered with every company in the whole country..just cant be done!
its different for each country i think, but thats just how it is here!
its not my house, its some random womans house so i dont think shed want her number changed lol!
im gonna get a laptop cos they arent as expensive these days!

whats really scary is that my number is ONE digit different to bad pastors! his is 01225874707, mine is 01225874717...really freaky!

[leelees]

ooh look oops :o :D you can now all harrass my bad pastor...oh wait...and me rof eep

[hornblower]

lee did you get to the bead shop? Im working with little tiny delicas and very smallish bead making earrings and bracelets with silk threads. Its time consuming but fun for me because I like to sew too so this is kind of best of both worlds. If I had more money Id maybe take some classes but I do petty good just fggetting a book and figuring it all out. Im sure im making mistales but hey who cares its pretty and fun. Ive sold some but just to a relative of mine who wanted to get some for her daughters. My friend though she is making a killing selling her jewelery. Hey it pays for the beads so it might do well to maybe sell some of your work at you place of business? Can you do that? At any rate its a fun hobby.
By the way I like your name for me.

[leelees]

lol horny!!!

nah i havent been able to get down the shop because i been at work then i been asleep and then im also butt skint...get paid a week thursday then ill go mad in the shop! i love practical things, it helps me forget stuff and concentrate on other things, i get a huge sense of satisfaction when i achieve something!