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hornblower
07-18-2006, 02:53 PM
and soak my head. lol
Willow
07-18-2006, 03:24 PM
Love ya sis... you are a very genuine and loving christian. I have followed your posts for a long time and never heard you say a mean word. HUGS

Amy
peanut
07-18-2006, 03:27 PM
((((((Hornblower))))))))



ENJOY YOUR BATH!!!!!!!! It always makes me feel better. Please don't believe any of this junk has ANYTHING to do with you. You are a very important, smart, generous part of this forum. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself.

Love you,
Mimi
hornblower
07-18-2006, 03:48 PM
Thankyou peanut. Its nice but everything here is so hot. Im leaving tomorrow and going with my daughter to the lake so this will end with my participation rather quiclkly. I probably wont be back for almost a week. Ive had a good cry and Ive seen it in its right perspective. I do think there is an element of truth in it but Im just me.........sinner that I am. You and others know me maybe aforchrist doesnt know my story but truth is I should always depend on my story to save me from my over bearing mouth. I do think the entire thing is a misunderstanding. I am hoping for the best which would be a reconcilliation with me and the aforementioned.
I am dumb you know? Didnt even graduate. whine whine whine thats all I do too. Its all too dumb all of it.
here I am in this big house with nothing relaly to do but come here.........thats not a good scenario is it? I should be working. I should I should I should. LOL
Love you Peanut
Willow
07-18-2006, 04:19 PM
hornblower... you're talking negative about someone I love.... YOU! I hope you can put away the stick soon. I know... I do that too.
hornblower
07-18-2006, 08:05 PM
ok thank you for reminding me. Its so easy to fall back to it. I was going at it the other day and my husband even said something to me. Dont say that you are talking about my wife! You know I never look at myself as being loved or cared about. My mind tells me thats not true but in all honesty I cannot 'feel' it never have been able too. Maybe this is a reason right here to learn to do better. Thanks again willow. You too peanut.