mstar
10-23-2005, 09:15 PM
Hello and Good Sabbath,
In the process of catching up at bit here.
I haven't been "on line', because I kicked the black, blinking box on the floor by my computer. . . if you do, it's all over. . .off line. Hubby who usually fixes it for me, was still out of town, my attempts failed, so I figured that maybe it was best. I was still in my "hurricane freak out, while battling Spiritual abuse anger" state, I prob. did not need not bum anyone out, and pray through.
During the "iffy" time period before our blessed cold front (thanks for prayers) arrived to shove Wilma away, I had some major anger surface about pastor & the elite that was not pretty. Knew to forgive and leave the bitterness, was not a option, it had to be done. So got with the Lord and worked through it. . . still working through it, but at least He knows I want His way. Struggling.
Hubby came home from Venezuela yesterday. . . very tired. He did play at church this morning. I stayed at home, uneasy since I did not know if he was going to resign today or if pastor and crew were going to put pressure on him since I had not been back. The pastor was not there, preaching somewhere else, so nothing was said or done.
Hubby was too tried to deal with it, so it is just as well.
So we made through another week. . . didn't "blow away" with Wilma (for the other affected areas, will be in prayer) , got the pay check that we were concerned about due to Katnia, mother in law is, for now, back in her "slightly blown off the foundation by Rita" home . . .so praise God for His love and mercy.
Again thanks for kind words, good advice, and prayers.
In the process of catching up at bit here.
I haven't been "on line', because I kicked the black, blinking box on the floor by my computer. . . if you do, it's all over. . .off line. Hubby who usually fixes it for me, was still out of town, my attempts failed, so I figured that maybe it was best. I was still in my "hurricane freak out, while battling Spiritual abuse anger" state, I prob. did not need not bum anyone out, and pray through.
During the "iffy" time period before our blessed cold front (thanks for prayers) arrived to shove Wilma away, I had some major anger surface about pastor & the elite that was not pretty. Knew to forgive and leave the bitterness, was not a option, it had to be done. So got with the Lord and worked through it. . . still working through it, but at least He knows I want His way. Struggling.
Hubby came home from Venezuela yesterday. . . very tired. He did play at church this morning. I stayed at home, uneasy since I did not know if he was going to resign today or if pastor and crew were going to put pressure on him since I had not been back. The pastor was not there, preaching somewhere else, so nothing was said or done.
Hubby was too tried to deal with it, so it is just as well.
So we made through another week. . . didn't "blow away" with Wilma (for the other affected areas, will be in prayer) , got the pay check that we were concerned about due to Katnia, mother in law is, for now, back in her "slightly blown off the foundation by Rita" home . . .so praise God for His love and mercy.
Again thanks for kind words, good advice, and prayers.