Kerrin
08-20-2005, 09:35 AM
:o I was just heading off to bed , but not able to "settle".
I opened a book to James 3:13-18.
I think I was meant to read this.
I have NOT been very gracious of late, I've been rude and arrogant and I'm truly sorry to all those I have offended!
To quote: James, "If you are wise, live a life of steady goodness, so that only good deeds will pour forth.......and by all means don't brag about being wise and good............"
And part of the following meditation:" Let us overcome our enslaving fears, agitating passions and moral conflicts and determine to become peacemakers....."
I feel really badly for those I have hurt.
I am sorry.
There is no excuse. :o
I am weak, I struggle at work to be a "Leader", and every moment of my day I try to convince myself that God did give me this job because He has equipped me .........and I thank Him by mouthing off in such an ungracious manner to His people!! (here , I mean!!) :(
At work I am in control, and kind, and compassionate, and everyone likes me, etc... yet on the inside is this disgusting, ugly, ungrateful, narcissistic, judgemental , horrible person.
I am so sorry to you all.......... :(
Love
Kerrin
I opened a book to James 3:13-18.
I think I was meant to read this.
I have NOT been very gracious of late, I've been rude and arrogant and I'm truly sorry to all those I have offended!
To quote: James, "If you are wise, live a life of steady goodness, so that only good deeds will pour forth.......and by all means don't brag about being wise and good............"
And part of the following meditation:" Let us overcome our enslaving fears, agitating passions and moral conflicts and determine to become peacemakers....."
I feel really badly for those I have hurt.
I am sorry.
There is no excuse. :o
I am weak, I struggle at work to be a "Leader", and every moment of my day I try to convince myself that God did give me this job because He has equipped me .........and I thank Him by mouthing off in such an ungracious manner to His people!! (here , I mean!!) :(
At work I am in control, and kind, and compassionate, and everyone likes me, etc... yet on the inside is this disgusting, ugly, ungrateful, narcissistic, judgemental , horrible person.
I am so sorry to you all.......... :(
Love
Kerrin