Janice and Kerrin

[butterfly]

:) [[[Kerrin]]] :) I was triggered in a different way but I will live. :) I am o k :) Your thread did not throw me over the edge. :) What it did was reminded me of trying to go back somewhere else. After the abused church I went to four other churches stayed short while in two. After these churches I decided to close the door and quietly walk away. Because if there was going to be a Shirley and God we would have to do it alone without a church. Because I believe if I stayed any longer I would of died. I felt at peace and I know that God knew that I could not take any more abuse.I had enough in the name of GOd. I would never send my children to a place that abused them. Why would God do anything different. Why would He want me to stay in a place I was not welcome and to be abused. Kerrin I hope you will find a home where you will be safe and loved. butterfly

[butterfly]

:) [[[Janice]]] Janice my name was on the membership roll that is all. I was not treated as one. We had sweet deacons and their wifes who treated us like they were our loving grandparents. Janice if you came and visited me I would let you smoke in my house. :) butterfly

[Janice]

:) [[[Janice]]] Janice my name was on the membership roll that is all. I was not treated as one. We had sweet deacons and their wifes who treated us like they were our loving grandparents. Janice if you came and visited me I would let you smoke in my house. :) butterfly

(((((((Butterfly))))))

Thanks!

[Kerrin]

(((((Shirley))))))),
I understand what you mean about quietly going and closing the door.........no-one noticing etc..

But God does do some good stuff in that time ,when it really is only YOU and him.
I know that's what is happening for me ;)

And Janice you can smoke outside in the sunshine; I'll sit with you and have a wine though , ok?? :D
Love
Kerrin ;)