Kerrin
06-13-2005, 09:34 PM
If I can't be me ,then I'm not pretending to be something that makes everyone "feel" all warm and "fuzzy" :(
That was the performance my family ,my ex ,and my old Church wanted .
Yes, manners.........but to suppress my voice again, NO, (sorry I shouted!) :eek:
I am a nice person, a loving person, still insecure and struggling ,but to be accused of being confrontational?? Nope!
That's not me.
I'm not pretending anymore.
Why is it ok for someone to come on the Forum and hurt me, and I'm the "bad " guy???
I don't "get" any of this???
What happened to being honest?? :confused: :(
I said I was sorry for re-acting if he chose to explain himself, and he did, I Repent here publicly of being angry!
I have to leave now........... :mad: ( because that's not acceptable ).
Thanks for all the help I've received to date, it has been amazing and invaluable.
Kerrin.
That was the performance my family ,my ex ,and my old Church wanted .
Yes, manners.........but to suppress my voice again, NO, (sorry I shouted!) :eek:
I am a nice person, a loving person, still insecure and struggling ,but to be accused of being confrontational?? Nope!
That's not me.
I'm not pretending anymore.
Why is it ok for someone to come on the Forum and hurt me, and I'm the "bad " guy???
I don't "get" any of this???
What happened to being honest?? :confused: :(
I said I was sorry for re-acting if he chose to explain himself, and he did, I Repent here publicly of being angry!
I have to leave now........... :mad: ( because that's not acceptable ).
Thanks for all the help I've received to date, it has been amazing and invaluable.
Kerrin.